happy boy today...

hahahaa....alrighty. i m a happy boy today. finally i changed my sound card. n bought this silverstone brand thingy to monitor my comp temperature, sprayed parts of my comp black, changed a new fan, frm neon green to white. damn cool...my nex buy, shall b a new casing. saw quite a few damn cool casing under 100....well below my budget...is hall do it when i got e money.other than e casing, i do not know wat to buy. mayb a new comp...most prob i will do that. anyway, we shall talk bout it when i got my money. so that shall be it.

anyway, nothing happened today except i got my personalised cheque book. with my name LIM XIANGZHENG on it...muahahahz....nuthin to b proud of actually. i also dun have any money in my bank for me to use anyway, so, juz hang on...hahahz....

oh well, its a boring night. nuthing else to add...n yes, i m still missing jascelyn. tads bout it. bye

yawnz....

alrighty. i m home frm training. training was as usual. did batting, some fielding, throwin n some physical. nuthin much of a killer compared to e 1st training. yeahz. come to think of it, my physical level is quite low. not quite actualli. its very. wonder wat will my 2.4 timing b...muz b over 10 now. how saddening anyway, cant b bothered. ns is still some time away, definately will have time to train. so, juz sit back relax n enjoy. yeah man.

ya. n while running bases, e same problem cropped up again. my left thigh hurts again. muz b e hamstring problem i got it last time. now its coming back. i wonder will it get so serious that i have to withdraw frm e IVP squad? hopefully it dosent. dieing to get into the team this yr...sigh..i tot i can get to play in 1st base this season, but it looks like someone has filled up that position pretty well, so, as usual, i m goin to get to play outfield yet again. sigh...nvm. its ok. so, juz train hard. dun worry, be happy hahahz.....

oh man. its goin to b a lonely week for me i guess....she isnt free to accompany me this week. n apart from e friendly game against NP on sat morning, i m pretty free e whole weekend. 1st time i m so free during e weekends. cos its either camp, or bout with my bao bei...mayb i have to learn to b independant for 1 weekend.

i juz came to realise this is a weds night. n i have not been to zouk for at least 4 mambo incld 2dae. cldnt really find the time. after training, it will b dead tired. n i dun think i can last till 4am to e morning. considering there is also training on friday n ivp is coming soon, e only rest day will b on thursday. so i have to make use of e time to recover if not, my leg will take a longer time to recover. sigh. how i miss those guys in zouk. how i miss standing on e s-plat n doin all e moves, looking at all e 'fans' below trying to imitate us. n not forgetting those pretty babes standing below us. oh well, i guess i will only step into zouk in sept when e IVP is over....nvm....juz ENDURE!!!!!

as usual, i m missing my bao bei. i guess she is the only thing that will keep me goin on. she is my light n source of energy. she brightens up my day n keeps me goin on n on n on....juz wana say 1 thing b4 i end off, I  MISS U JASCELYN!!!!!! done. enough said.


my bao bei..... 




-strike out-

new face

ok guys. i m back again this time with a new look. impressive huh? thn again, i dun find it very nice. somethings can still b done to make it look better. guess i will do it when i manage to find the time someday, somehow, somewhat.

oh well, sch 2dae wasnt that bad after all. spent 2hrs in lab doin e bandpass thingy which is boring me to death. manage to complete it anyway. juz left with e graph to plot. iw il leave it for next week when i have the time. yeahz.

n also, went to see jane, n was glad to know that e proposal for laser quest was approved. n now, i will have many more things to do such as e application forms, setting up booth. hopefully i manage to get all e arrangements 2mrw...so we can set up e booth asap as e event is like say aug 15? less than 2 weeks...m i right? lazy to count anyway.

oh well, i m actually thinking of some 1 pretty much. juz that somehow, i think it is not goin to happen between us. few weeks ago, i was clinging on to the hope that somehow we will b together. but now, e hope seem to b so far n lost. not that i have given up, i m actually quite tired. mentally that is. i wana give up, but i cant. mayb i have fallen in love with her. yes. in love. that is diff frm u liking some 1 else. its more than liking her. thn again, y m i bitching to u guys..that is more than enough information.

alright. i think that is about all. bye guys.

-over & out-

tads me... 

 
ok. when was e last time i blogged? quite long ago i think, but wat e hell. i blog when i feel like it. who cares?

anyway, it has been a fun june n july for me. went to 2 camp feast, 2 spec course, involved in ncc day parade n wat else? thn again, i dun really feel like writing everything that happened during e 4 camps, juz tad i enjoyed all of thm. enjoyed working with e juniors n my fella seniors...

suddenly, i have came to realise that i m stuck alone. yes ALONE in ncc. all my 40th khaki has gone. now its left with idros n me. n soon, with idros gone, it will b me alone. thn again, it dosent really matter to me, as i still have some khaki left in e form of weijie, ryan, thinesh faz, kangping n alex are more than enough to accompany me in camp. sigh. nic n tao wei went to bmtc. loy went to cdo. where will i go?

anyway, sch has started like 3 weeks, n its still quite enjoyable. nothin much. hasnt been skipping lessons. so, it has been quite a huge achievement for me. kudos.

oh well, i m getting tired once again. so, i shall hv my leave. bye guys. till e nex time i blog again...