confused n dejected
once again, i m getting all confused again. at 1 moment, i thought all was coming back again. e nex moment, i felt its all gone again. although she said, she was looking for someone who can understand that her love for god is greater than her love for e person, i said i cld understand e feeling n i will not question her decision. but now, i m thinking otherwise. 3 days of not talking to her suddenly sets me n her apart again. now i m thinking, y shld we have bumped into each other on that day? is this god's will that we r to meet again after 3yrs? or is this another of god's game to fool me again? if this is all but a game, does anyone has a cheat code to share so i can win this game? i really need this cheat code...sigh... wldnt it better that we did not meet at all?
jason jason. y cant u always treasure wat is in frnt of u n only to know how precious it is to u only when it became lost? when will u ever learn? u have so many chances thrown at u. but u always let it go cos u want to find a better one . e truth is, all that came along has been a good one. its u who let it go. someone once told u that true love is found when u love e person with all yr heart. n that is true love. only when u decide to love 1 with all yr heart, thats yr true love. sigh...i m a jerk. no question bout it. zhenting has loved me with all her heart, but i disappointed her. liyan has done it too, but i disappointed her too. y m i like this? always letting go of wats in frnt of me searching of a better 1? 2 perfect chances has came along n i decide to let it go. when will i ever learn to b satisfied with wat i have n let live with it? when?
jason jason. y cant u always treasure wat is in frnt of u n only to know how precious it is to u only when it became lost? when will u ever learn? u have so many chances thrown at u. but u always let it go cos u want to find a better one . e truth is, all that came along has been a good one. its u who let it go. someone once told u that true love is found when u love e person with all yr heart. n that is true love. only when u decide to love 1 with all yr heart, thats yr true love. sigh...i m a jerk. no question bout it. zhenting has loved me with all her heart, but i disappointed her. liyan has done it too, but i disappointed her too. y m i like this? always letting go of wats in frnt of me searching of a better 1? 2 perfect chances has came along n i decide to let it go. when will i ever learn to b satisfied with wat i have n let live with it? when?