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oh well, i think i have given up on all those fancy layouts. i will stick to this. it looks better than anything. yeapz.

i m not sure if i wana share it on e blog with u guys as to wat has been happening, i juz feel there isnt a need. cos, for those ppl who r suppose to know, u already know. thanks meijia, jasc(i knew u wldnt disappoint me. we r still frds after last year.), pearlyn(i really appreciate u talking to me even though yr bf was beside u n u were doin yr mask n cldnt really talk properly but still offered to listen to me.) n not to mention those i have talked to also. thanks for all yr time. i m trying to feel much alright, but it seems nothing helps at e moment.

right now i dun wana b like a sore luser which i know some ppl have been labelling me n talking behind my back. i think i will juz have to carry on in my life. me n her r still friends after all. i should be contented with that. so i shant expect more frm her. :)

so, right here n right now, i juz wana say this to u michelle: thanks for everything that u made me gave. its been awhile since i last loved someone so badly. n u can b glad that u r e 2nd 1 that i actually loved. :) right now, our nex journey is to carry on as friends. u can count on me to do that. i will still say those few words i have always been tellin u all e time. i will b yr last support that u will ever need. thats all i wan to say.



let me now share with u guys, e song that i find it very very meaningful.

Hoobastank. The Reason.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you