Saturday, September 17, 2005

my story

on a particular day in december 2000, this guy named xz was walking into Ice Lemon Tea in far east. he was greeted by this salesgirl who took his breath away with her smile. he became weak and got attracted to her. out of pure coincidence or a scene out of the movies, he saw his classmate working at e same outlet as his angel to be. and he manage to get his angel's number through her. and that began a tale of fairy tale.

and as always, fairy tale has to somehow come to an end. xz and his angel broke off shortly after due to some misunderstandings some wrong decisions he made. thus, e fairy tale ended. they lost contact shortly after the breakoff.

1yr+++ later, heaven played a prank. xz saw his angel inside the train. she was the same girl that took his breath away on the night of december 2000. he went up to her n chatted awhile before realising she has retooked her O lvls n passed n is studyin in SP also. Suddenly he has hope again only to know she has a bf already. Upon hearing that, he backed off. Few weeks later, he saw her again at MS. this time with her bf named jason. after that night, xz and his angel did not see each other again. Not even in school.....

thn 20003 came. while walking towards FC3 for lunch, xz saw his angel studying outside the bench n approached her and say hi. they exchanged number and both said goodbye. although they exchanged numbers, none made any effort to contact each other. till one night. xz received a sms frm his angel to ask him to meet her at toa payoh central. she has some problems with jason n asked xz to accompany her for the night. thus, the both of them spent the whole night in toa payoh central talking bout the past and catching up with each other. it was on this very night that both realised they still have feelings for each other and e breakup was very silly. the following week or so, on a weds night, they went mambo together. while dancing halfway, she looked into his eyes n soon they were caught in an embrace right in e middle of e dancefloor. they look like a happy couple. but in actual fact, both are suffering frm
emotional wounds. that night was the last time they saw or contacted each other. xz realise that both have to move on. she is attached. sinc thn he made no efforts to contact her though there are times he scrolled to her name n wanted to call her up.

year 2005 1 week before enlistment on a saturday. xz went to MU with his khakis. and guess wat? he saw her once again. this time, he went up to her. exchanged greetings and she invited him to her 21st bdae party. and guess wat, e date is juz nice on his first book out. the day before the chalet, they met up for breakfast. they spent the whole afternoon talking out all their problems to each other and somehow again, both still have feelings for each other......

then the ultimate came. on the night of book in which is 1 day after the chalet, xz received a sms frm her saying, they shld not be like this anymore. she is attached n is looking forward to e days ahead with jason. xz got e meaning. he was heartbroken. he continued his bmt like as though nothin happened. 13 weeks passed without contacting her.

16 September 2005. he received an sms from her suddenly. jason broke off with her. immediately, i cancelled all appoinments, went to meet her at east coast, thn made our way to chinatown, her frd's ktv pub. on the cab, she told him she has been drinking for days till she got admitted into the hospital. he is angry. very angry but hid his feelings inside him. e reason why xz went to accompany her is to take care of her cos he knows, she will not listen to anyone else other than me. n he has e responsibiity to make sure she is well and sound. they drank n drank. the story dosent end here....


*somehow, somewhat, i dare not say if we will ever get back together again, but one thing i m sure is that, i have not given up on her. cos i told her that she can always come back to me whenever anything happens or she needs help. i dont mind always being the last in the world to know. but at least i know. i m very grateful that i m the last one she knows who can comfort her n always trying to make her smile. eunice. i know you will be strong. nd u have to. to break up after 4yrs surely e emotional trauma is there. and i can understand that. but u have to learn to be strong. i will be here forever if u ever need me anytime. cos u know, i care bout u the most...its been almost 5 yrs since we knew each other. is it a sign that good things are to come?

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